no...

the past two weeks has been too busy for me, i only have 30 mins online everyday, rest of the time has been mostly dealing with attendance shit.

anyway these 14 days have been quite tiring too. i sleep earliest 2330 and have to wake up at 0600 everyday. i even overslept to the extent that i missed the bus and was late. haha.

so i just wanna say that i finally managed to get some time out here to post.

......you shattered my heart.

ok slightly busy these few days so didnt manage to post, now finally managed to go to the edge of my hectic schedule n workload n take a breath...will be pulled back very quickly (once e phone rings, i'll get going again)

alright today was quite a fun day, two teachers drifted out of their subj n talked bout many other non-related things like aj talks abt soccer and chan talks abt dubai, etc. anyway today pe didnt do quite well, i let in 4 goals, wtf?!

el and em is getting boring!

respect your authorities! (to faisal n kisnaa)
haha joking anyway, nvm.

have you forgot to care about others' feelings?

sometimes, ppl do things,
w/o thinking bout how others feel.
makes it so obvious for them, delibrately breaking their hearts.
how would you feel if someone did tht to you?

i cousin of mine got into hosp. has a growth in betwn heart and lung.
anyway, hope u get well soon! be alive and kicking (and noisy) like you were!

so, went to nuh after simlim sq on sat. then dinner, and home. quite early.

sunday was as usual.

REVIEW 2007
ESP 3 OUT OF 27
MILESTONE DATES IN 07:
3/1: Shocked!
14/2: This blog created. V Day.
10-13/3: Annual Camp
18-19/5: Intra unit LDC1
23-27/5: ACE Camp
31/5-6/6: Vietnam CIP
8-9/6: Spec Cse
11-18/6: MACHK1
14/7: Last Trg as cadets
8/8: NDP in sch. 1st time, GOH
8-12/8:MACHK2
13-17/8: OBS 5-Day Cse
23/8: Announcement of Appts
8/9: ROD Function
12/9: Pleasant incident
13/9: Unpleasent incident
26/10: Last Day of sch
27/10-4/11: MACHK3
30/11-19/12: MACHK4
29/12: Last Trg of 07

now happy?

11jan. norm sch. not as boring.
things are not so funny sometimes.

i'm so damn tired today, i slept abt 5hrs last nite..

trg T04/2008 only 20 sec1s, wtf?!
anyway, they werent informed.
its worrying, really. (st) 11,7,2
but these ppl, as i say again, its not we dont want....and blah blah blah.........

and intake 05, dont you understand the importance of those papers?
but nvm, they're dry now. faisal, its nt i wanna blame u.
and can u respect ur pltnmates belongings? as ur APS, i'm so utterly disappointed.



10jan. my mommas bday.
so, happie bday.

e celebratn didnt seem quite well, its just a norm dinner.
buts thts gd enough. good enough.

and i received $$150.00 2day! yay!
GPA awards, which i didnt expect to get.
although they sent me letter but i forgot abt it.
mr giam was like "congrats, well done"

assembly, it isnt fun making fun of ppl.
u wont like it if ppl does tht to you.
without doubts, i expected my "cheers" to be "loud" due to my "fame", esp in the NA.
lol. soooo paiseh.

nvm.


REVIEW 2007
PART 2/27

in general 2007 have been a yr of ups and downs. here i explain why (summarized):

UP: studies. jumped many ranks to improve frm 26 to 16 in class n 107 to 59 in lvl.
also got GPA due to this.

DOWNS: 1. cca career. decreased EQ due to heartbreaking incident in end 2006 caused me my cca future. 2. of course, the big problem itself.

next episode (esp 3): milestone dates



tired enough. wanna go slp.

i wanna go back to those days

"a weight is lifted, on this evening,
i give the final blow."

When darkness turns to light, it ends tonight.
It ends.
It has ended.
Orientation.
But an end always marks a new beginning.
A new bunch of Sec 1 kids, new faces, new cadets, and of course, new leaders of the future.

36 of them. on tuesday 08/01. Trg ref: T03/2008.
Let me break them down: 16 NT, 10 NA, 10 EXP.

we dont have e luxury to choose cadets, not like in the late 80s.
120 cadets signup.
fat got 30. OUT!
not exp got 40. OUT!
then left with 50.
i dont like this face, he more handsome than me, etc.
abt 10 of them. OUT!
tht was how they chose cadets. and they have left with 40.
if we do this now, we would be left with maybe 8-12 ppl. haha.

No offence,
but, its not we don't want them, its just that its diificult to maintain them.
Contradiction here.
Its not at all difficult, its "one in a million". Theres only "one in a million" of those that we consider out who really keeps their passion going for four long years.
Nvm. see how on fri.

And, We just learned in Geog,
SINGAPORE IS NOT A DEVELOPED COUNTRY!
well, neither is it developing, of course.
Then what?
ok, s'pore, according to Mdm Zah, is a "advanced developing country".
cos, we dont have technology (wht abt creative, keppel n SAR21?)
and don't have the social etiquette and manners all. (quite true)
3Ks, Kiasu, Kiasi, Kia zeng-hu.
Vulgaraties. No social discretion. Unappropriate attire. No care for public property. No sense of cleaniness (s'pore is clean due to cleaners and fines).

thats why.

09/01
SS: boring. fun. however u can describe it. i think 99.999% (5sf) will choose e former.
PHY: okay. normal.
PE: same, no diff. oohh, i managed a clean sheet.
REC: caught by DT for nvr chg back.
EL: zzz....
CD: "
EM: surprise. didnt study but did quite well. i think i got it all drilled in alr, since last yr.

aft sch went to gess ctr. oh DT suggested a good idea! cut short PE! yay! all agreed!
PE will end early for us to change, then dismiss for recess at 1110. then we have enough time!

here comes the highlight.
REVIEW 2007 (1/27) INTRODUCTION/FOREWORD
this is the first of a 27-episode series abt last yr. enjoy.

07 have not been quite a gd yr, failing in relationships, frm one side of classrm blk to another.
also failing in my cca life due to my failed EQ across the intake.
however i excelled in studies. (not really, but gd improvement)

shall write more in the next episodes.

keep things small

haha. 2day decentralised e trg pln to indv pltn lvl
means easier work load for me.
however my acas, pt c pas, dun even know how to use word,
so hv to teach him, which was a waste of: time (talk to him),
$$ (he call me),
electricity (online), which in turn pollutes e earth.
see how serious is it? nxt time learn how to use ms office.

in sch
4 st prds of el (2 b4 sch, 2 first prds), killing. phy was goddamn terrible. no bk, no file.
geog was still ok, slighty sian (as usual) n am still uncomprehensible for me.
phy pt 2 test n to my OWN surprise i could get 32/33! **applause**
actually some of them quite last min, like the avg spd of train/the jet engine.
finished geog last min and handed in, nt like some ppl bring home and do, tmr hand in b4 725.
mind you, zah is diff frm chan. zah's 2day means 2day. no tmr morn. haha, gd luck to you!

just too much free time now...as orientation is FINALLY over...
just wanna post here,

now off to complete geog hw--

getting 100 ppl does not mean you are good at it.

today
after so many days
finally
using e comp once
for entertainment

shall blog abit bout first few days

02/01:
e first day of sch wasnt unusual than usual at all, the only unusual part is that faisal is usually in india but now, quite unusual, hes back on first day, which is so unusual. haha. left me e whole holiday with abt 15 trgs to take charge...gonna screw him someday...

nvm. carry on.

03/01:
one day closer to orientation...means less than 24 hours. lets see... in 24 hrs...
1. new tchers:
a. CHL. sacarstic, a little humour (we havent seen e other side of him)
(CHL: 4H: h=hell.)
(me: H=heaven also)
b. NZB. as usual, boring el tcher.
c. (havent got to see him in class) AJ. i know him quite well, will be expecting him pester me every lesson abt this n tht...each n every detail from trg times to trg attd.

04/01: ORIENTATION DAY!
lesson: ZaH was made my grp's tcher...haha whole class no hw on first day...lol...
chem was hell. its impossible to memorize e whole damn reactive table... we dont have 1GB or 2GB cards in our brains...

noth else.

came down at 1140
and final setups...and finally:

ORIENTATION!

mock att...quite okay
derek tan's way of speech nvr chgs, so i wonder if e sec1s feel tht hes boring...
display was alright...

and GCH called us to e hall to let sec 1s clap for us...wtf? waste my time. know how much i can clearup using this 3 mins?

at end of e day, abt est 45-65 sec1s are interested. this has

MET TARGET!

hurray!
however exp interest rate is worrying. NT abt 90%, NA abt 80% and exp only abt 35%.

debrief: key! why must it always happen?

and finally: no official celebration (or say taking a rest) besides seating around, taking a drink n talking our minds out...

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many of us made sacrifices. from skipping 3 days lunch to missing many hours of sleep to private and entertainment time. what do you think? was it worth it?

i think it was.

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