Blinded by all these crap.

a stupid insect just flew onto my screen. i tried to catch it and it flew away.

havent been posting cos i'm freaking hell damn bloody fucking busy these few days, or say this week.


firstly monday was a cd cse and tuesday was just a little revision.


then came wed which was totally wasted by a full day trg. 0730-1700. wasted indeed the WHOLE day. was the last trg for us. (besides nxt tues still having coc ceremony)
aft trg i thought it was relax but came a job thrown to me, and also partially picked up by me. stupid of me eh?


settling nominal roll for part a camp feast didnt take me long into thursday. managed to complete 1 amaths ppr thurs aftnn.


then came friday which was agn gone down cos of cls vid at cobes hse. spent abt 3hrs+ thr. was until abt 4pm alrdy. so i decided to not touch any books or paper that day, and made sure i fully enjoyed and slacked thru the day. indeed, i did. went out later, had dinner and k session. went home not too late though.


saturday morning was a parade rehearsal then home, but didnt complete anyth then out again. went ard helping out relative then to my grandma hse. then went home and wanted to start but too tired frm all these shit. so went to sleep.


sunday, the last day before sch reopen. went to get a haircut and its freaking short now. later today went to my aunts bday but did hw thr. till the end of sunday, i had abt only 65%-70% of hol hw complete.

then came monday which was sch reopen, and blah blah blah all nonsense with disp and police talk in the morning which we have heard for more than 550918782 times. the whole day thru was tiring esp aft recess. then even worse when reached home cos many more things to do. iron uniform, finishing hol hw, etc, etc.made me busy.

tmr's gonna have the combined ug coc ceremony. yeah.

Good ole times

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Yesterday, today, tomorrow. No difference.

thr are just too many ppl around us tht cannot judge things for themselves.

nvrtheless, despite fatigue had quite a fun day today. went to tiong in morning 9++ for a meeting till 11+ then at 1pm went to sundrams hse do some study. well wasnt quite effective. maybe im more of a lone-worker kind of person. yah, i do agree i dont work well with grps and work much better myself. aft study went some cycling and playing arnd before a light meal then home. wth, sundrams's mum is just so _______. had a light stomache just now but feeling better now.

tmrs having trg. 0730-1700. then will be emaths lesson 1900-2100. still havent complete much of hw since coming back frm china. haiz. maybe bring some into the new term (most probably).

lifes like that. no arguing, no bargaining, no complains, no demands.
life just carries on...

Stress please

todays so damn tiring.
firstly woke up early and set off to tiong to see only 3/7 cadets. ltr some late, some oversleep, some even cannot go. still nvm, went to wrong cd div. went to tampines (2 div) at first then were told tht wrong place. so call derek tan and he say is at 3 div, yishun. so finally reached thr at 9am (1hr late). well i think thts why my eye keeps twitching. nonetheless, was relieved tht our cadets quite behaved themselves. fire stn canteen food is so cheap! (but not very gd at all). this cd cse is just so superficial.
aft cd cse went back to sch (not supposed to). and had some maths. but only aft few qns left. lol. others needed to do 20+ qns but i just did 3 and left. zz.

okay so returned frm china just ytd.
so set off for hk damn early frm mo. hk airports t2 regulation is damn weird and security are damn strict. was a full flight and thus handcarry luggage was checked in. lol. too many ugly sporeans on the jetstar flt. sg airport security even stop us cos flt was frm hk and we had almost no baggage.
touched down at abt 1500 so went home rested then went beach rd and finally got my ssg rank and lanyard! yay! aft family dinner prepared my no4 and slept quite late.
(now refer back to top)

and btw this was done with someth called tablet technology...so proud of it. hope i can blog everyday with it. lol.

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my.living.room.in.panorama.camera.

the MOP0.10 coin tht got stuck in the washing machine pump, which spent us HKD330 just for a 5 min check by the technician. lol. (11 jun)

basically these 3 days:

11 jun. i noticed tht i have not much time frm end of hols to complete my work and maybe start on some revision. anwy, didnt achieve much today and wasted abt 4hrs in ttl.

12 jun. also wasted quite some time but nvrtheless, completed more than ever in just this single day. aims set seemed to be acheivable. good dinner at some fogosamba brazilian.

13 jun. everything takes a setback on friday 13. anwy, count myself lucky. noth bad happened. my mum broke 4 plates in a row (well not really continuous but its 4 plates).

[tight schedule below]
14 jun. most probably off to hk for a relax day then back to s'pore.

15 jun. reaching back sg in aftnn.

16 jun. have lesson both morning and aftnn. maybe skip morning, go aftnn. or both. have to accompany 7 cadets go cd cse in hq. haiz. no4 again.

17 jun. same, morning phy, aftnn emaths.

18 jun. lighter day. emaths only.

19 jun. more relaxed, just speech appt and going out.

20 jun. maybe relaxing agn?

21jun-22jun. if the whole wk is so tight, this wkend spells only H.W. for me.

23 jun. term three week one day one. final charge.

sichuan, china. stop saying go szechuan or 四川加油 cos u knw they can make it, and they believe they can make it. dont suspect their strengths and hurt their confidence and pride. lol.

Lost

okay so abt 3hrs was wasted today, by me.
but still can complete a little bit of hw. so, still alright.
lets see...spent abt 3 effective hrs but only completed 2hrs worth of work.
what else can be done?
off to accomplish more now.

Never in life.

finally i find some productive work days (in macau now).
7th and 8th was more or less wasted due to long transit day on 7th, and relaxed day on 8th.
nvrtheless, 9th was quite usefully utilised. though didnt complete much work.

7th june. aft a long flight frm sg arriving hk at 1020, we were delayed till 1200 and it was abt 1245 when we reach shun tak ctr. had quick lunch at genki then decided against going to peak. so headed back to macao. aft dinner went some "sightseeing" around cotai strip. wth, they build things fast! just 3 mths and cod is more than half complete. hmm nvm.

8th june. was a more relaxed day when i basically wasted it by sleep and tv.

9th june, the day tht just passed, was better. something was accomplished (at least) and cleaned up the house.

now. 0150hrs and i cant sleep. explains why im here.

Cry over split milk and waste more of your time.

06/06
the repeated-six.

so damn lazy.
didnt complete much of homework so far.
maybe need to rush later.

amaths extra lesson+ss lessons too. light day for thurs.
trg was cancelled, only 3 turned up!

and being able to solve some amaths qns, put me at e top of the world!
haha anwy, still need focus on amaths and humans this hol.

suddenly felt tht noth much was covered aft mye, besides chem.
spent abit too much time crying over split milk, like my title suggest.

so this may be my last sg post cos leaving for mo tmr morning.
dont call. msn is much better and its free!

pictures, maybe sometime else. when got the time and energy.
maybe post them as "Pictures for 1Q and 2Q 2008".
upon publishing of post, i'll cost a lag in all comps tht click
http://www.howweusedtobe.blogspot.com haha.

one more thing.
beware when clicking these few domains: .hk .cn .info
can cause harm!

What can pay up for it?

leaving may be the best solution.

ahh intake 05, esp csm+part c ncos, very sry for the mistake. feeling very bad n dont knw what to do now... sorry...

okay so todays a study day. managed to complete almost one ppr so far. good man!

Still stagnant

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still cant move my hand from the laptop to the pen. past few days, has been disappointing. three days past since i "promise" myself to work hard. nvrtheless, i had much excuses for myself. 1st jun is sunday, so relax. 2nd jun got el seminar, so can forget abt hw cos half the day is gone (hey man, still got morning and night!) 3rd june had trg so got reason to relax.

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wake up!
all are just excuses okay. tmr NO MATTER WHAT must at least start some serious study.

seriously have to slap myself alrdy.

1st june was a normal, happy, relaxed sunday.

2nd june we had a stu el seminar at one marina blvd. erm the lecturers were damn boring and some things they say we alrdy knw. many ppl even fell asleep (incl me) during the talk. nvrtheless, i think quite beneficial if u really listen to what they say and take down notes (obviously many of us didnt).

3rd june had some light trg session in morning (well i dont knw whats becoming of this unit man)disp was at its lowest (but fortunately still not the worst). all trg staff (csm, 3ps) were in viet and so i took over. of cse not many ppl turn up (first thing), and no main objective was to be met (part b: they have plans, part c: spec cse alrdy over). ohhya speaking of spec cse. was a damn heartbreaking one. only ONE 2sg! lets take a look at previous intakes:
03: only two 3sg or somewhr thr.
04: half/half? not sure too.
05: four 2sg.
06: one 2sg. one even failed.
07: ??
08: can you imagine?

well dont wish talk anymore abt it. maybe i'll bring it up some 182094160941 years later.