bad day

cut everything short

feeling mentally worn out just aft 2 days into the new wk. more tests coming up.
dint do very well this few tests (including the almost-perfect guy beside me, jY)
unlucky two days, dont feel like saying bout it

nevertheless, 3H won team championship for both boys n girls. (speechless)!!!
and, more personally, getting nominated for GSA Bronze also lifted my spirits a little.
lastly, finally the 100+ ppl finally got NDP parade perfected. gd job anyway. also, it feels great in the GOH (kawalan korhormatan) and having GESS NCC's achievements announced as we enter the parade.

today. physics=exciting. assembly=useless

aiming low didnt teach me to be content with what i have, it thought me how to aim higher

changed to another skin again....hope that it would give my tagbd more life...
(coz my tagbd is very dead)

Annual X country c'ships.
Was feeling a little unwell, giddy, unfit, uncomfortable, both mentally and physically, juz before the race. when the horn went the race started and minutes later...

4th position. BEST position i ever had.
now, feeling like juz before the race, minus the mentally.

btw, X country shows that GESS NCC provides cadets of good physical standard to the race (4 ppl in top 15: 2,4,6,15)

find the bio DNA thing on thursday sian/useless/boring,etc. plz say!!

downfall

my tagboard is very, very dead.....
and i'm just worn out mentally after many, many major setbacks in life.
resilience is the thing that gets me really, really motivated.

waiting....
waiting for X-country
waiting for NDP
waiting for ROD
waiting for impossible things to happen

never content with what I have

first n foremost,
ANALYSIS OF 3H07 GENERAL EXAM JULY 2007
Correct answer: (B) Parimelswaran
Candidate answer analysis:
Option A: 2
Option B: 4
Option C: 19
Option D: 4
Option E: 2
Option F: 0
Invalid Answer: 4
Total attempted: 35
Did not attempt: 6
Total Candidates: 41

Be content with what you have

finally, today i became one of the last few ppl in GESS to watch harry potter....

but i'm not alone. cobe n zaki were with me.

2.30 show at vivocity

had lunch at LJS

zaki was so late...

the 138 mins wasnt quite exciting...

instead i found that the whole show had no meaning, in my opinion.

2.5 stars.

dinner: had a decent buffet at element (amara).

i was so disappointed with SBS last friday. according to bus svc info at tiong park bus stop, bus 64 would arrive in 13-15 mins for PM peak. but i waited 25 mins frm 1901-1926, practically doing nothing. i would hv been much more effective if not for this. hope some sbs personnel sees this n take action. thks.

chem is always the most colourful lesson

all the liquids (with indicators) mixed

acid+alkali

Disappointment

today generally quite disappointing for me,
AMaths test=5/20, very bad. instead, lowest in class.

Training
-cadets going slow in ROD planning
-making me+some of us impatient but helpless
ROD Appointment
-i will work with faris n faisal under me in admin branch
-disappointing coz i expected myself to get Func OIC or 2IC
-now i juz dont know why am i just a Func Admin OIC

anyway, just want to say thanks to the few pltnmates who comforted me after getting the appts.

NO MORE...

had an exciting day today which ended off with me doing ALL the admin for tmr (i'm still working on it right now)

LEAVE ME ALONE FOR NOW.

no time+too tired to blog last nite so i'll sum up two days within one post...

today finally ended with a super-sian SS lesson....tmr awaits us...
and we have...
9 days to X-country
22 days to Natl Day

YESTERDAY'S TRAINING
it was a disastrous one, esp when i'm the medic put under the great pressure of having 2 or more injured cadets within 1 hr. almost everything was screwed up, which left us in doubt of the successfulness of this friday's trg.

***before i forget, juz want to inform everyone that Durai is recently down with dengue***

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lastly, a joke to ease all the stress we face...

As a plane reached cruising speed with the seat belt sign switched off, a 6 ft 3" black man with the build of Mike Tyson in the front row got up from his seat, turned to face the back, raised his arm and yelled, "HIJACK!"

Everyone was frozen to the seat, expecting the worst to happen. And two stewards were about to jump onto this guy to overpower him when another voice answered from the back of the plane: "HI JOHN!"

The moral of the story is: If you have a friend named Jack, for heaven's sake, don't ever call him in the plane. Otherwise you may land yourself in deep shit.

The strength...

today finally ended with some fucked-up ppl who r nvr bored of playing some jokes they think is funny but isnt in actual fact...but nvm, lets not talk abt them.

getting on to my nxt topic,
AT LAST, the Intake 04 of GESSNCC would nvr be seen on the trg ground ever again. their last trg have been completed, now its time for me+Intake 05 to take over the leadership of the unit. the first big project would be the ROD function, most likely held in late august.

shouldnt talk much for now.

power-hungry....am i? or am i not?

tmr would be the last trg taken by Intake 04, after which Intake 05 would take over the leadership role in GESS NCC.

anyway try this two links, it would be very exciting to do so...
Link No 1
Link No 2

Everything happened within that split second

my internet connection was down for the past wk, n only settled now, so 1 of the 1st things i do wud be posting (coz i dont want to join ADB).

lets look at the week.
the week was quite a normal 5 days, but made eventful by my beloved Intake 05!! no additional info is going out frm here.

anyway, i learnt some things:
1. i should nvr lean my chair over again coz it would achieve an unstable equillibrium n topple due to displacement.
2. HCl tastes superb!!
3. Physics SPA is killing
4. Other things you think i have learnt, pls tag.

Above all, I learnt that I must always work harder than ever to get what I want to achieve.

i'm tired of doing the same thing over and over again

this weekend isnt too eventful, sat had nothing special, sun was even more boring.
worst of all, i still have piles of undone hw waiting to be completed. i wonder how i survuve till the next wkend.
the past 2 wks saw many setbacks in my life, frm one aspect to the other, i feel like i'm getting further frm my goals. however all these physical n mental losses have built up much of my resilience in life.
one thing. attitude has to change.

failure is never allowed to appear in my dictionary

nvr blog for the whole wk....

coz i reach home after 1900 evryday, had dinner n would be too tired to blog

the whole wk was NCC-intensive,
Tuesday-normal trg+ncc day parade rehersal

Wednesday-ncc day prd rehersal

Thursday-25m 'live' shooting at 3rd Div Arty HQ

Friday-NCC day parade+normal trg

LIVE RANGE-Thursday 5 July 2007

Fig 12 Tgt

My results (7/10, blue=1, red=0). i missed out on getting a marksman (10/10). F***

ZZZ...
very tired...
ZZZ...
watched NDP rehersal last night, the floating stadium...
ZZZ...
...quite gd scenery, the prd cmdr...
ZZZ...
...i dont know how he passed his OCC
ZZZ...
the performances not bad, most importantly...
ZZZ...
...seats are much more comfortable compared to natl stadium
ZZZ...